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I have done with “Buku Untuk Filem KAMI”. I must admit that I enjoyed reading it. It’s so interesting that you just don’t want to stop reading it till you finished it. I seal it within one day. He he.

On the other note,

“Sememangnya jika seseorang itu benar-benar insaf and tulus dengan niatnya untuk berubah, haruslah kita menerimanya dengan hati yang terbuka dan memaafkan insan itu. Sedangkan TUHAN yang maha kaya dan pengasih boleh ampunkan dosa-dosa insan, siapalah kita untuk tidak memaafkan kesalahan seorang insan yang lemah. Hasulah kite menolong insan sedemikian membentuknya dan menolong dia ke arah yang betul.”

It was a horrible night yesterday. As pervious post mention, it’s all over last night. Never easy to accept the truth but one has to be strong to face the reality of this world which is very bitter, not always sweet.

~:{@}:~

My book “Buku untuk Filem KAMI” is finally here. I am book holder number 117 of 1000 copies made. The movie will be in cinemas tomorrow and I ordered the book just for my personal collection. I like the series much and hope the movie and the book is as good as it is.

I got the book to be signed by the cast of the film. Cool eh? I think the book is a limited edition kot. However you can find it on Kinokuniya approximately around two weeks from now? Just try la ok if you are interested.

I am going to spend my two days holiday reading it. Enjoy you Raya and Happy Eid to all.

Like the book says “Hidup ini memang palat tapi esok masih ada”

the night where I will end it all. 29.09.2008. It’s everything I been waiting and all my gathering of information doesn’t seem to be worthless. I will end it today.

God bless me and keep me strong.

Aku bukan nak bercerita pasal Old town kopitiam yang mashyur itu, tetapi aku mahu kamu menonton filem pendek bertajuk Kopitiam yang boleh di tonton secara online di murai.com.my.

Kepada sesapa yang memilik kedai kopitiam tetapi tak laku, cerita ini mungkin akan menbantu kamu. Iye ke? Ha ha. Tengok lah sendiri di sini –> Kopitiam

It’s been a while since I fall sick. Last night while sleeping I think I want to fall sick like really bad now. I want it on purpose. I want to have high fever for like 2-3 days, running nose and cough with bad sore throat. I wan to feel the pain. I want my body to ache. I want to take medical leave for 2-3 days and enjoy my rest and pain at home.

Weird? I don’t know. I just feel like having one since it’s been some time I detox my body.

Its not that I purposely didn’t want to join the buka puasa thingy. You see I have mention that I am just not in the mood for a big deal dinner and food this year. I find it wasting. I have a small cute tummy that can only stuff very little food. For me to join buffet dinner and paying the ridiculous price is just not worth it. I hardly eat much these days.

I can’t be asking them to cancel the place they have all agreed just because of me. I actually am delighted to join if it’s not a buffet dinner. I prefer ala-cart dinner instead. But what can I do? They have chosen it; after all I am not the one who is fasting, so why bother right?

So, I told them I had to work and won’t be able to join them. Sometimes we have to lie to jaga hati dia orang semua. If I tell them the truth, I am sure some of them will feel bad and actually merajuks. Leceh ar nak handle orang-orang merajuk nie.

So my sincere apology to them that I had to lie, I feel bad though.

I was at the construction area being brought in by some workers to show me the special tunnel they have been talking. Without much hesitation, I walked through the dark path and realize it was quite a long walk. Along they way, I could smell delicious rendang and some fried chicken (KFC).

The construction worker told me, they have a place to eat in there and that’s why I could get the smell. Suddenly while walking through it, I can breath and almost fainted. I was struggling for some air (remember I am in the tunnel). Only then I woke up and realize that my face was covered with blanket and a pillow and that is why I can’t breath.

I don’t normally remember dreams, but once in a while I remember them and I will write it here for my future reference.

I have not been getting good sleep for two days now. Weired dreams and extremely hot weather just making it worst. I hope for rain today.

There was something happened last Monday which I got very angry with someone. There is no right for your friend pretending to borrow your mobile phone wanting to see the list of songs/mp3 you have and eventually took the opportunity to browse your photo album which is quite private to me. I told him fuck off and actually walk away let the bastard to break fast alone and just leave my food on the table. Before that, I had a bad day at office as well. Adios to that bastard.

Though you apologize to me, but I am not accepting your apology. I think you have just cross the line.

On the other story, I also realize that it is better just to keep quite rather than voicing out your feelings on certain issue. Things might get wrong and so bitter that you didn’t expect it to be. Making you feel like I am a bad person. Think before voicing out is the best. If not sure about the possibilities what might happen, better stay quite and puff your cigarettes away. That’s the best!

I really want to change my layout, upgrade my wordpress to the latest version 2.6.2. I also want to perform some housekeeping on this website. But, but, but, I am yet to fix my internet connection at home. I did approach P1-Wimax, sadly they don’t have the connection at my area. Maxis broadband connection just sucked as my few entries back on broadband. Celcom is kinda expensive for me. Economy is bad these days. He he. I did approach streamyx again last week, to set the connection it will cost me roughly around RM200 with the phone line. Again, money needed to be invested to get it done. So I have to postpone my intention to get it done. Maybe till end of this month.

That explains why the lack of updates besides being busy at work. hish, so bengang lah with this dem stupid project manager. I feel like slapping her face and kicking her ass from the highest point of a mountain. She is stressing me out and everyone else in this department just because she does not know anything and pretending like she knows everything. God, please clam me down before I burst on her.

I don’t know why, but I keep getting people buzzing me, calling me, texting me or even emailing me to organize buka puasa with them. This year I am just not in the mood for it babes. Yes, if there is invitation to join them, I will attend,but asking me to find a place, call all the people etc I am not going to do it. I am just not in the vibe for this year. First of all, I am not even doing the puasa, he he.

Perhaps they already taken me as a muslim being so comfortable around them. Well well..

Tags: bukapuasa

I know a few of my office mates are heavily into online gaming and sports betting. Come any sports season, all of them will start to bet either by going online or just some verbal agreement with other staff from various department. Some of them even become bookies.

Now, let me introduce you to online community which is dedicated to social betting, blogging, and also sharing pictures. Its called Sportsviews.com. Sportsview is yet another interesting site which will interest some bloggers and perhaps some online betting person.

It has section for Sports blogs where you can posts your taught on certain sports events took place just like how England beet Croatia last night 4-1. It has a video section as well where you can view football videos like the goal kick which will interest many of fanatic football fans. Pictures are also being available for your viewing.

You can also place free sports bets on the games will be held to make some extra cash. You can compete with your friends and others to accumulate as much cash as possible. By inviting your friends to join, will earn you extra cash as well. Oh by the way, this is a completely free that anyone can join.

Sportsviews is all about fun and killing your extra boredom time when you have nothing better to you. That’s what I think basically. It may also help some people to have extra information regards to sports events being held around the globe.

Among the sports being features are Football, Baseball, Basketball, Hockey, International Soccer, Boxing, Motor sports, Cricket, Cycling, Swimming, Tennis even Golf and many others. You name it, they will have it. Quite interesting I tell you.

However there are rules and regulation that you have to obey when using or placing bets or even posting a video, pictures or blog posts. If they find it not appropriate, it will be deleted. I suggest you to read and understand the terms and conditions before joining sportsviews.

Happy betting and gaming!

There is spider web around my blog now. Need to clean them up. So how have you been? Good? Bad? As for me, I am busy like hell! Only completed one project last Saturday and today I got another big project to seal the deal by 20th September! I have two weeks to get it done. Goodness. At first the second project suppose to come it somewhere in October, but the idiotic boss decided to push it earlier since there is a framework given to us to do the test.

I can’t say much to NO, as the bigger idiotic bosses has agreed to go with it.

Last whole week, seeing me going back from work late. I was so tired trying my best to deliver what it takes for last weekend. I taught it will be more settled down this week, but hell NO, I got to work on the next thing like now. I am quite de-motivated to deliver this as I am sick and tired of it.

Two jobs opening is waiting for me to submit my CV. I need to work on that and submit them soon, I think it is good time for me to move from this place. Enough is enough.

Tags: updates, work, life, suck

It’s going to be a long weekend for all us in Malaysia. We will be celebrating our 51st independence Day on Sunday,31 August. On Monday it will be a public holiday and all Malaysian will be back to work only on 02nd September. Some of them are taking the weekend back to hometown to witness the First Day of Ramadhan will their loves one.

As for me, I am working today for some branch conversion. And will be just chilling at home to have as much rest as I can get. Start Tuesday, it will be a busy week for me right up to Saturday. It’s best for me to re-charge my battery before I start work.

Are you going anywhere to celebrate the Merdeka? Well, honestly for me, I just prefer to be at home as everywhere will be packed with people and their famous body odour making ways.

So peps, Happy Merdeka and Selamat Berpuasa.

Tags: independance, ramadhan, weekend

I have terminated my Streamyx connection like about one month plus now. Well, its not really my idea to terminate them, it was mum idea to cut off the phone line, no because I flirt talking to much on the house phone but she decided to lah, so without wanting to argue much and the account is on her name, so I just let it be.

Ever since that, mostly I been logging to the net only from the office, that somehow explains the perhaps lack of updates.

Last week I head to maxis @ KLCC to subscribe the broadband service they offer. I paid RM100 for seven days trial. I took and somehow the connection sucks big time. I can hardly get any page displayed. Apparently maxis informed me that the connection at my housing area is at OK level. So I taught how bad can it be, but I was wrong. It was un-tolerable. Yesterday, I head back to maxis and canceled my subscriptions. Since it’s within the seven days cooling period, I won’t be charged any single cent and my RM100 will be return by cheque within 4-8 weeks. I don’t really care the 4-8 weeks, as long I get back my deposit.

So what do I do now? There is no U mobile broadband service at my housing area. I don’t know how good is Celcom coverage there and it’s quite expensive for me. I am being left with Streamyx from TM to choose with. Hish..

“There were many more suggestions given me by the passengers for my attention. I will strive for improvements, I will propose changes,” he said

Just don’t propose, please act and make changes. Been hearing this many times but all we got is disappointment and we keep waiting and waiting and waiting for improvements.

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