The wrong move

May 20th, 2009

It was exactly one month since the “new job” started. The day I started it was never a good experience. Imagine this, after 45 minutes you are done with HR itinerary for the day and you head to your department and sit at your place, you been called by your boss and dragging you to a meeting for 3 ½ hours. How is that? After lunch you been briefed by your boss informing you will be handling the whole organization some task and she will just just overseeing you and the best part.. you have no associate to work with. You are all alone by your self. You sink and swim by yourself. To make it worst, my boss have no much experience on the things I am being ask to in charged and I myself has only about 20-30% of knowledge regards to the work. So how am I going to make it a living day in day out thing in my live? Basically I am screwed I guess?Today, 20th May, once again I am leaving the company. After much thinking and talking with the boss nothing much can be done. So I decided to leave for the sake and goodness for all. I have no job at my hand currently. Looking at the current economic and available vacancy out there I am surely going to struggle to get a replacement job in short time. Having said that, all I can say is I made the wrong move leaving my previous working place and landed in HELL. I personally thinks that if I continue working here,it’s either I get mad, stress and sick with all the major diseases and eventually I will say goodbye to my life soon or I will just be the fucked-up person heading to work each and everyday and not happy about it.

The problem is not that I can’t take changes or challenges. I have switch jobs many times and that’s not the problem at that time, right? The thing is, how do you expect two person in a unit knowing very minimum about something big to manage the whole organization wide. I am talking about 100 over of servers here. Imagine that!

So, that’s some of it what happened for the past one month to me. It was an experience to remember in my life. Now, I have to work hard in finding a new job to keep me breathing and surviving.

Oh just in-case you wanted to know which company I am talking about, drop me an email I will not expose it here but I am surely care to let you know so that in future this will never happen to anyone of you.

I am still alive

May 14th, 2009

Oh my gawd, I miss my own blog. It looks like I went lost and never come back. I have gazillion things to write. So many things happened to me, a lot of “sessi meluahkan perasaan” I want to write but I have no much connection to the net. My application for streamyx has some issue and I can’t get the connection up. So perhaps I will update some other time.

I am still here and chikanoz is still surviving, swimming and breathing. Till then, take care and hope to write soon.

 

07.04.2009

April 7th, 2009

It’s a risk to take on changing job during this point of time. I have served 3 months notice and today will be my last working day at ABMB. I am very grateful that my new employer are willing to wait for me 3 months. And hopefully I will not hear any bad news before I start serving the new employer on 20th April.

Each and everyday is like a nightmare for me when the phone rings and unknown number is flashed. I am so scared to receive any bad news which might ruin my life and future. It’s a risk to take as mention and life without risk is no fun.

I guess I will not be in cyber world till I subscribe my new connection somewhere soon for my home. I can’t be bothered to go  to cybercafe just to be in cyber world. I will just put all the cyber world aside for the time being till my new connection comes by.

I will be on leave from today till 19th April, and plan to head to Kelantan over the weekend. I never been to Kelantan and that excites me. I hope this 12 days leave will give me that much needed rest, rejuvenate my soul and start fresh for the new challenge waiting.

Let me just add that Jay Kay was so sleek and stylish on the F1 stage and I enjoyed every bit of  the performance.

Till then, keep on smiling and shake that booty!

I think I am lucky

April 3rd, 2009

Again, won a contest. This time F1 + Jamiroquai concert tickets. I must thanks to sharil for contributing the slogan which reads Jamiroquai and F1 go together because “smooth and speed is the perfect combo of excitement”

Simple yet refreshing I guess. Ha ha, With that we have been rewarded with one pair of RM500 worth tickets each to watch the race and the concert. This is my second installment watching F1 both on free contest tickets but this time it will be better as we got the Citrine seat covered roof babey!

Lets burn some rubber and party on the smooth Jamiroquai shall we!?

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March 23rd, 2009

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Menang lagi

March 19th, 2009

Yet again, I won a contest. This time it was the Sunburst 2009. Remember how I was very much anticipated to attend the festival at first? Once they announced the line-ups, my spirit to go was gone. Few days after the announcement, I submit a contest entry to kill my boredom in the office. And kaabooommm.. yesterday I got a call and won one pair of the tickets. Unfortunately I didn’t want to go even it was for free ok! So decided to sell it and place an advert on Facebook this morning and it was sold within an hour.Don’t you just love facebook!?

I just got back from PJ to collect the ticket and will hand it over to the person who bought it after office hours.

I hope the person bough it will enjoy the concert.

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We live in a multi-racial country, please don’t be a racist

March 17th, 2009

I received a wedding invitation card from my colleague. It obviously cannot be his weeding as he is married with 2 kids and 1 on the way, such a blessing for him. So the next was it must be his brother or sister weeding. Nyeet.. It is not as well. It was his dad weeding card. I drop my jaws! “Bapak kau kawin lagi?” Yes, his answered me. “Power giler bapak kau” ha ha. Then he answered me, ‘my dad kawin lagi,… with my mum’ Huh! Pelik nya, nak kawin lagi I said to him. Then he explains it’s their 60th Birthday and usually the Hindu celebrate this my doing some ritual which is called Mani-Vila. Without much questions, I just answered ok.. Thanks for the invitation and I will try my best to drop by.

After few day now, I wanted to know what kind of celebration is that? Curious to know. And I found this definition on what ‘Mani Vila’ is all about.

There are 60 Hindu New Years in one cycle of life, each year having a name of its own, depending on what is in store in the year ahead. The Hindu New Year which will dawn on April 14 is Sarva Siththiu, which means “Success in Everything”. The almanac of the 61st year of a person will be a repetition in many aspects of the first year of his or her birth year, and this is why the 60th birthday of a person is called ‘Shasdi-apta-poorthi’ in Sanskrit and ‘Mani Vila’ in Tamil.

Now I get it. So it is both his mother and father 60th birthday and they decided to marry themselves again. Is that so? Ha ha.. I am not sure.. Anyhow, it is interesting that we live in a multiracial country and we get to know each other culture better by having many different type of friends, right? I can’t get some people who are racist towards each other and condemned upfront. Just look at out Parliament, how they been acting, how some people are simply racist against each other, very shameful on what is going on our Dewan.

Information on Mani Vila from here.

Tv shows

March 13th, 2009

American Idol Season 8 line-up is quite ok to me. I have a couple of favorites that I can see going to the finals, but then again it’s American Idol, quite unpredictable not like any home made talent shows. Oh yeah, AF? Ha ha, I think they better close shop lah, and OIAM my gawd… are they singing or trying to make fun of themselves?

Do you realise how all this reality shows start screening all at once? Like they are competing with each other (tv stations). And yes, why does Ugly Betty, Desperate Housewives, Lipstick Jungle, Brothers & Sisters, Heroes have to start like at the same time? Why most of it being aired on the same day?

After all this over, we have sucked up programs to watch, kan?

Weird things about me # 1

March 11th, 2009

I like to read every single tiny details on my shower foam, facial wash, shampoo etc. whenever I am doing my big business in the toilet. I can’t just sit and do it. Sometime, when there is nothing I can find to read, I will take out my mobile, and read the sms(s) being send previously to me. But, I hate reading newspaper, magazines, novel etc in the toilet.

It’s only March and I am hoping 2009 to end

March 10th, 2009

Spend the whole 3 days at home trying to find answers regards to my journey of life. Ironically, I only found part of the answers.

I am definitely going to watch this.

You made me do it

March 6th, 2009

Let see now, it is my turn to play your way on shuffling the cards. I have warn you. Oh boy, I have a feeling this going to be so bad.

I am impressed with P&G

March 4th, 2009

I am not sure how often do you get a reply from an oversea company regarding to your queries.

I posted a question to Procter & Gamble (P&G) regarding to one of their product which currently interest me to try but not too sure if it is made available at Malaysia. I was not hoping a reply though, but to my surprise they replied me. Details of the snap-shoot below.

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I know that usually, usually they do not bother to reply like this type of lame questions being posted, but P&G replied me and I am impressed. Good job. But sadly, the product is not available in Malaysia. Sighh..

Go away March

March 3rd, 2009

Seriously, I have got no work to do in the office. This has been going on for few weeks and now I am super bored and everyday coming to office is just purely surfing the net. That is why I requested for early release and I guess the management still wants to pay my salary without me doing anything. Makan gaji buta kire halal kan? Ha ha. At first it was an enjoying thing to do, as time passes by it just get bored. And now I am thinking to loiter around shopping malls during working hours simply because no one cares on my visibility here anymore.

I still have to serve here for like 1.5 months. Yes, I hope I will not go crazy by then. March goes away quickly and bring on April, I can’t wait any longer.

It’s getting to my nerve

February 26th, 2009

I am not sure if this is just happening to me or to the whole. Ever since maybank2u.com change it’s  new layout or whatever they called it, I am having difficulties to do my payment and other online banking activities. It could be a co-incident that whenever I am using it, it’s either the system is busy, or the page just does not want to load. I can’t pay my bills! To be a major player in online banking, this kind of interruption should not occur, to me lah.

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Please get the system back into order soon so that I can pay my bills before I buy some other stuff aka shopping.

Denim & Diamonds

February 24th, 2009

That was the theme for this year annual dinner held last Saturday and the same boring location again and again every year, Kuala Lumpur Convention Center. The theme is rather simple to be dress more like to be casual with some bling bling. But being me to lazy to dress for the best dress competition award, I just wore whatever I had in my closet.

The food was horrible! The worst ever! There was a free flow of beer, so you can imagine all the excited bugger trying to get drunk in the hall. Ha ha.

The performance from the talented AFG staff was like super duper boring. I regretted going for this dinner, seriously. I should have gone up to Genting with Sharil. The only performance was rather entertaining was Zainal Abidin and Dato Sheila Majid, each performed 3 songs. Yeah, they can’t afford to pay more so less songs I suppose. Ha ha.

The door gift like wtf ok! A sling jeans beg that only girls can use it. If a guy uses it, they can be called bapok jalanan! Anyway, they jeans beg will be given to my niece. Again, I didn’t have any luck to win any lucky draw.

Enjoy the collage of pictures. I am lazy to upload them one by one. Click to enlarge.

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