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I am ready to face it.

I am ready to stop and move forward.

I am ready to stop the suffering I’ve been holding.

I am.

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Although it’s a sad song, I love this.

Wow, seriously 2010 starts with so many incidents. The recent flood around ASIA, the earth quake at Haiti, the use of word ALLAH by Christians, the Church issue.. macam macam lah..Hebat juga 2010 starts like this.

I reserve my comments for all the above incident and just hope for a better and peace living world.

It is also a good start personally for me as I got confirmed as a staff right now with a decent salary increase. I am a happy bird.

I am also lucky and thankful that 2010 (as a start) been very kind to me. Love is all around me and nothing else I could ask for right now. Although all that life is never easy and always sweet like “barfi”, right? I can sense that in months to come, I will be having a big trouble for playing with fire. Ha ha. I am laughing and smiling coz I am really going to hurt one or perhaps two of them as a result of playing with fire. Jeng jeng jeng. I don’t know why, but I think I am just making my life more challenging and interesting in a way.

Two thousand and nine has been a rather not a good year and never the less a bad year for me. Health wise wasn’t so good as I still have to swallow Actifed every now and then, sore throat every few months but there isn’t any major illness which I thank GOD for it.

As for work wise, I made the wrong choice for switching jobs. I was jobless for 1 month. My expenses during that month for not working gone haywire and lead too few months to be stabilized. On the other hand, the current job now is good, no work stress so far, boss is nice and yes more salary. I do not really know if the switching job part is a good or bad thing but at last I get a higher wage salary and I am thankful for it in a way.

This year also never get much chance to visit other country but holidays within Malaysia was in. Mum did go to India for visiting and I am happy she manages to and sends her there. I someday will want to visit India as well.

As for love wise, let’s hope things gets better in 2010.

Overall, its been yet another challenging year for me and this year has taught me a lot from being strong to being more matured in thinking and doing things.

I like to end this year by wishing all the best to all who read this and let’s usher the new decade with much joy and good vibes.

Happy New Decade People and Good wishes from me.

Love Peace Always.

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Have a safe journey and enjoy your holidays. I will be working (extra money time babey) on Friday and Saturday.

Its not resting anymore on the weekends, instead is more outing & getting more tired. When i reach 30, i realise i get more tired easily. I need more rest, and i do sleep early on weekdays. Yes, you may laugh, but thats the fact.

Sunday was suppose to be a resting day for me. I planned to rest, but i got a call at 8am asking me to get up and get ready to be picked up by 9am. Without having a clue where im heading i just went.

Finally, we are going to hutan! That is bukit cahaya or some may call it bukit cerakah, shah alam. So we walked, cycle, sweat our ass out and we got even more tired. End of the day, i only reach home at 8pm as there is alot of some other activity after the hutan.

Seriouslly, i dont have the energy to work on monday. Took the day off,MC for sure. Hehe.

At one point it was a good thing going to bukit cahaya, though nothing much to see, at the other point aku jadi penat dowh..

So what do i expect this weekend? Hope nothing lah, as i have to work on raya haji and on saturday. Sunday is to rest, yeah yeah we’ll see.

Ciao!

I have renew my hosting for this Website for another year. I was thinking about this for few weeks before whether shall I renew it or just close this down. The urge of writing isn’t here anymore. I felt at one point that it’s waste of money if I renew the hosting and not writing it. I rather buy some perfumes for me then renewing the hosting, right?

But then, I think back there is quite alot of memories and much hatred and happy emotions I throw onto this site, so I felt quit bad if I close this down. Finally I just renew it and close one eye proceed with the payment.

Either anyone reads this site anymore or not, I think I will continue to write. Either anyone gives a damm or not on this site, I shall just write. Either anyone critic me or not, I will keep writing what I like or dislike. Righhhtt? You can call me poyos or whatever you like, this is my site and I will write what I want and how I want it to be. I pay with my own money to keep this site running. I rule this.

So here we go and toast to the another year to come for chikanozboy.com

Cheers..

I am just human which often make mistakes. Please accept my sincere apology.

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Sometime I wonder why people don’t like to take my advice for good. You see, usually when people face dilemma in life, they usually will ask or talk to someone close to them to seek for advice and suggestion on how to solve their problem. Like always, when they come to me, I will give my best taught and advice I can. And normally after they listen to me, they will just do the other way round. I am not saying that they have to follow what I say, but it’s totally up to them how they want to lead and design their life journey. To me, before we make any drastic move, at least some thinking on the future must be done. If not, you will end up in trouble as never think before doing something.

So, when problem occur they will look for me again and seek advice. Do you think I shall give them more advice or should just put some “cili giling” on their already wounded heart? I am tired of going through all this again. Because of their “keras-kepala” and don’t want to listen or consider other people advice, now I have to “gotong-royong” clean up their ranch? Macam tu kah? Tsk tsk, so not right. Fed-up pun ada, bengang pun ada. At the same time, kesian pun ada.

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The Eid is here. Nevertheless, I am excited although in-directly I am not the one celebrating it. But why am I excited? I get to eat my favorite and delicious dishes for the whole month of Syawal. This weekend only I already have three open houses to attend. Don’t you just love being a Malaysian? Looking forward for it.

Will you add you x-girlfriend(s) or x-boyfriend(s) to your Facebook friend list? I am curious to know.. For me the urge to add is there at the same time I have this feeling, will they accept me as friend? What happened if they didn’t accept it? Will I be down? Or will I be happy to know they just don’t wish to be friend with me anymore?

And what happened if they accept me, will I have a peace of mind or will I get jealous reading and looking their pictures with their current boyfriend? Or simply by reading their status?

Hurmm.. so many things to figure out. Perhaps I should just assume I have not come across their profile. Or will I be like Ugly Betty in one of the episode where she found out the x-boyfriend (Henry) profile and go gaga over it. Ha ha.

Tsk tsk, right or not right.

I don’t think I will spend RM80+ just for a buffet meal at a hotel which most of the time will serve lousy food. I rather spend on a nice meal even if it just one course meal I get to enjoy the taste and finish my meal with satisfaction.

Plus, I am not a good eater so I don’t think I will eat much at a buffet dinner and that leads to a wasting of food. Seriously, I am not stingy or calculative on food, but when it come to wastage and the price = quality = taste, I will be very cautious before committing into it. So my dear faellows please excuse me and forgive me if I turn you down for a buffet dinner at a hotel nearby. I think I will enjoy heading to Tony Roma’s for main course meal or head to the Magnificent Fish for a delicious fish meal. I hope you understand my standings.

The last hand phone that I purchase was like 5 years back, it was Sony Ericson W810i. At that time, the phone just came out so it made the price to be a little expensive at that time. Now if I want to sell it, those Ah Bengs will only take it for RM100 (if I am lucky).

For the past five years, I found three hand phones. One of it was the same model with mine, a W810i, the second one is Nokia N73 and the last one was Nokia 6610. I sold both the first and third one. And I am using the N73. I don’t know, but I keep bumping into hand phones for me to pick it up, not like I am a stealer or what right? I just pick it up and give it a new life as an owner. He he.

So for all this five years, I didn’t buy any new hand phone. I did have the urge to change it many times, but after gazillion of thinking, I decided not to buy it. Perhaps I still haven’t found my most desired hand phone model. The time now has come and I really want to change my hand phone. Yes, the N73 and my own purchased W810i is giving some little problem here and there but it is still usable, although that.. I still feels like it’s time and I have found something which I am ready to invest on.

I think this model is a good buy and good invest (for me). Some of them will not agree and still prefer the big player like Nokia, Sony or Samsung. But to me, this is the best that one could have at the moment. So I have made my choice and decision to purchase it.

It will be..Click to view to model.. Coming soon on my hand.

The order takes approximately one month for me to get it and I am so impatient already. I hope it will not extend more than a month, or else it is going to piss me off for sure.

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This ramadhan month, most of my lunch partners are fasting. And knowing it is very hard to find a place to eat around my office, I am left with no much choice, either I fast for lunch as well or I bring home cooked food from home. For your information, the nearest nice meal for me to have is about 10 minutes walk down the road. And walking during the hot sun shining is not pleasant at all. Usually we will drive down to have our lunch.

So perhaps I will cook something to eat but I can guarantee it will not be a daily basis as I am lazy.. ha ha.

Anyway, maybe it’s a good thing to do as well to fast during lunch time to clean the stomach. He he.